04 December 2009

Tonight my heart is full. Full. It's the feeling for which English does not have a word—both profound contentment and intense sorrow, a love heightened by venom, the sated waiting that invades my rest and drapes a lull over my waking.

This week, I observed a life coming into the world and a life leaving it, a life subjected to judgment and a life torn asunder. And Advent has begun, when a cold pallor settles into my surroundings and a chill into my limbs and a sickness into my soul, and my appeal for deliverance from this body of death draws nearer to its zenith with each tinkle of each silver bell.

Be still, my soul; the hour is hastening on
When we shall be forever with the Lord,
When disappointment, grief, and fear are gone,
Sorrow forgot, love's purest joys restored.
Be still, my soul; when change and tears are past,
All safe and blessed we shall meet at last.


2 comments:

Bev said...

I heard the bells on Christmas day their old familiar carols play, and wild and sweet the words repeat of peace on earth, good-will to men.

I thought how, as the day had come, the belfries of all Christendom had rolled along the'unbroken song of peace on earth, good-will to men.

And in despair I bowed my head: "There is no peace on earth," I said, "For hate is strong, and mocks the song of peace on earth, good-will to men."

Then peeled the bells more loud and deep: "God is not dead: nor doth He sleep; the wrong shall fail, the right prevail, with peace on earth, good-will to men."

Till ringing, singing on its way, the world revolved from night to day, a voice, a chime, a chant sublime, of peace on earth good-will to men (and women)!

amy frances said...

Thanks, Bev. I had forgotten about that song. It's been a long time since I've heard it. It's kind of perfect, isn't it?